The Personality of a MAN is reflected in the way he deals with Obstacles and Difficulties, and that what makes him Unique in People's consideration, and that's why less than the minority are called SPECIAL, whilst the rest is UNCHARACTERISTIC. Well, a curious question is being an unavoidable here, when one of those exotic special people's dignity is wounded, how do you think he's going to respond? The day you stop thinking and wondering about how it goes, you cease tasting the core of life at some level, the day people start asking you shallow questions, you have to be aware that you are a shallow-person, yet, you're no longer an interesting person, and that's very dangerous; therefore, your conversations with people will be as limited as your life, a turning point has been occurred lately to the dearest dude i know, he's well-known for TS__ONE, this guy has confronted a situations with someone that made him a better guy, but it seems his life turned head over hill lately, both Forgetfulness and indifference haven't dropped out his handsome face for the couple of days, but this noon a crucial decision was made based on his Ideology, when people were having Exams, he was like a sociopath falling under suspicion, he tried to get over it, but it fucked him over afterward, because he's very sensitive to gestures, no matter how cool he looks, he's still bounded to little tiny gestures that can pump up his mood or smash it down,
this noon i saw him in corner having his coffee, and I could not stand it anymore, i did immediately jump into his space, I said, " Hey, my friend, it's been a while we haven't chatted, what's cracking, you seem isolated." it turned out to me that he was in a complete break of reality, he gazed me with an absent-minded look, he answered, "Do you know how it feels to make a remarkable breakthrough that makes random people feel happy but it's tasteless for you, do you hein? you have no idea how the road seems not fabulous today, my friend thanks for checking out on me, but I'm quite better off without people around, catch you later." he left me in a maze of confusion, I could not decode what he meant, my curiosity didn't allow me to let it go, he trudges, so i followed him, I stopped him,
"hey look man, you look desperate, what's going on, I'm your friend, you know you can trust me, tell me, i can't see you like this, what sort of problems you have?.", he stared at me then he simpers,
" it's so silly and it's not even a big deal, well, that was at the beginning not now, so you are too curious to know, OK, let's see, have you ever experienced the feeling of being ignored from the one you love the most, not once not twice but three times a row in less then 4hours on top of it, do you, of course you haven't, so you can never feel me bud, that's why I told you I'm better off without people around, people are fanatics to hear and listen to stories, but they don't feel them, and that's so ironic, to pay attention, but actually you don't, I told you my dilemma is very pathetic, because it's so schizophrenic how could the woman that claimed that she loves me back to not wish me a good luck in what i do, even though i don't believe in it, maybe because she knows I'm not a quite believer in fluke, but what i can't really get how she could not care for the the things that we used to believe is going to make our future, neither skirmish nor wrangles would pull her off to not express a little respect for..."
I interrupted him, " dude you're still talking in a subliminal way, but i guess the key is very simple, pull yourself together and go ahead start the conversation that matters, you can end this silly sufferance anytime you want."
he scratches his hair then he smirks, " Whooo, you never know how dumb you are till a clever guy steps in, what about my Dignity, what about my attitude that has changed since the moment she left the bubble that we used to see the world from, what about all those nights I stayed up thinking what did I do to deserve this, Hein, what about this afternoon when she saw heading to get examined, if she could not swallow her pride and ego to write me few words, I can not surpass this disrespectful act, because where I'm from duties are beyond any quarrels' level, her ego is the turning point in our story, because to say sorry takes guts, only few people can make mistakes and they admit what they've done, but her arrogance made the gap hole bigger with each day passing to the extend I came up with a better manner to show her what she's missing here, since people take revenge as back up plan if they got hurt, I'm gonna have one, but in my own way, and since I don't believe in vengeance, and more importantly I still love her, because she's still my Baby no matter what, I'm gonna make her curse the day she didn't have the courage to swallow her haughtiness and say I'm sorry, I'm gonna build a world of fantasy, full of those things I used to orate on when I used to play with her fingers while she's sitting next to me, I'm gonna show her every little advanced move I make, and leave her all alone with her sorrowful phase, that ain't gonna do her any good, i guess i told you everything you were curious to know, and as you see you couldn't help out, but thanks for the talk homie, I gotta bounce off in life."
he turned around and started sauntering, then I was happy to see how his spirit got increasingly revived within the talk, but i doubt you move on in life my dear, but she definitely will, or maybe the other way around.
